I had a 2nd interview today. It was good. I liked it. I love the opportunity. I am hopeful. I will be anxiously awaiting what happens next.
In the meantime, I fell off the vegan wagon. It was sour cream that did me in. One tablespoon of sour cream. Sometimes between vegan diet and working late nights at the Kitchen Conservatory I don’t get a lot of calories in. Yesterday’s total was only 850. I woke up this morning and was out of bananas, which meant I did not make my now signature breakfast smoothie (banana, peanut butter, cocoa powder, almond milk, ice). I had some coffee while I got ready for the interview. On my way home I was famished. I had no healthy snack to tide me over. I started to have unpure thoughts about a cheese pizza.
I righted my mind and headed to the grocery store to pick up just a few things. I’ve been thinking about making black bean burgers for a few days. I wanted avocado to go with it. (And I needed bananas!)
I whipped up a pretty tasty black bean burger. Black beans, oats, frozen corn and some bread crumbs. Plus cumin and chili powder. I was worried they may be too dry, yet they were great! Perhaps the best batch I’ve made. I sliced up the avocado to put on top of it. Then…I went one step further. I had some just-past-the-expiration-date sour cream in the fridge. I had lime and cilantro. I thought a mixture of those things would be really nice on the burger. I threw them all in the blender. It was good. It was really good.
In retrospect I could have thrown the avocado in with the lime juice and cilantro and made a guacamole type sauce and omitted the sour cream. I wasn’t thinking straight! I wanted them both! I have let down vegan month.
I won’t let it get me down. I’m going to keep going to finish October strong. Since October 1 I’ve lost 8 lbs. That was 11 days ago. I’m like a Biggest Loser contestant. The fact that I’ve worked out at least an hour every day is a factor as well, but I cannot deny that being very conscientious about what I am eating matters. It is true that my desire for sweets is less. I was hoping that would be a side effect of vegan month as well.
Here’s hoping…for a new job and for less cravings for dairy!

